I’m a middle-aged woman. I currently reside in Bwari Area Council of
the FCT- Abuja. I’m a member of one of the new generation churches, and
a church worker.
After my first Son was born over 25 years ago,
we stopped having other issues. My husband and I had visited several
prayer houses around the country. We have even being to Synagogue Church
of All Nations, to see TB Joshua, but we couldn’t see him in person.
Different Pastors have prayed for us, and we truthfully exhibited high
level of patience, waiting for God’s response. I had met pastors and I
had met PASTORS. 40 percent of the pastors we met had made advances at
me, even at my age. I realized that most of these Pastors are truly not
who they claim they are. ‘’See finish’’ is what I think was my
experience in their hands. I do not need to talk too much about the
anointed ones, but the warning is that we all have to be careful while
dealing with majority of them.
After several rough dealings with
Pastors and men of God, with little or no results, we tried different
health experts and hospitals. Results remained negative. It was getting
to a frustrating level when a colleague from Cross River volunteered to
take me to a man she simply referred to as ‘baba’. Being a strong
believer, my husband was against the decision to travel to Ogoja to meet
the man; out of desperation, I waved off his objection and we headed to
Ogoja on a Monday morning. That was when everything became bitter.
Baba,
on presenting everything he asked us to bring, told me that my problem
rooted back to my mum, who had sex with my step brother shortly after I
was born. The only solution he proffered was that I ‘sleep’ with my only
Son to wade off the spirit of my step brother whom he claimed died
shortly after mum’s death. According to him, the spirits were still
angry that mum committed such an atrocity, hence I must atone their
sins.
It was believable to me because mum is no more and I heard I also lost my step brother at a time.
I returned home and kept this a top secret. I didn’t tell my husband
the real problem. It’s difficult to explain how I managed to convince my
son to have knowledge of me, but it happened.
Truly, I became
pregnant after then and I’m about to put to bed. I’m just afraid
something bad may happen to me. As for my Son, he hates me at the
moment. Even in my present state, my husband and I are always at
loggerheads. It tells me that something is wrong. I always have
nightmares; most times, two men chasing me with a knife. I can’t connect
my pregnancy, the dream and my act. Please, I need public responses and advice for me on this?
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